Being new not just talking about it...

The new year is here...just hours away and we have a new chance.
Every day is a new chance but this is a new year and a new decade, and we can stand out in it.
Not conforming to the world or the people around you even if there Christians too....this year no more comparing ourselves to others anymore....we were not made to be like others but like Christ.
We need to be who we are, not what some song someone else wrote or a love story we see on TV, we need to be who god made us.
And that's it...not who you are in yourself but who you are in God. A confidence in him and his power.
And to have a sure hope for our future...not to think that we might get it but to know!!!

Fight

There is a calling on all of our lives something greater...something more.
What life is on earth isn't it...we are not of this world.
So many times we quit to live and end up dieing instead of living.
High rollers....people who want to take a break and go on a new path...and it makes my heart break....
i break for those who try and have their lives full filled by things of this world and at the end of the day they come out empty handed because there is nothing here for us. There is death and sin, but in the lord there is a hope and a future a greater life....a life to the full that can only be met through god.

We are not going to give up our fight for god...he won the war but we are still in a battle.

A battle for our friends, our loved ones, our lives...why would we quit knowing that we are the ones that god wants to use to change their lives.......we are the chosen we are the ones he has summoned for his work..

do not assume that someone else is going to do what you see needs to be done. Its like seeing a car crash happen knowing the people are injured ur the only one around and u keep driving.

STOP DRIVING, PULL OVER, AND GET OUT.

what are we waiting for, i dont want to be dragged out of the battle wounded...i want to get shot at, beet, cut and end up outside the gates of hell praising god for the battle

god is building an army

... FIGHT

Faith

Faith, that's what god has been teaching me lately...to have more of it...and he has shown me so many examples.

God has made it so much easier for me to read in the old testament lately and I have read 1 kings and now I am in 2 kings...and faith is so huge.
God dwelt in Elisha so much that he could summon bears out of the woods to maul a mob of boys making fun of him.
Christ said that we would do greater things then he did. So why aren't we doing them.

On June 1st 2008 Aaron Kirk Bennett was killed in a car accident, I knew him from church and just the Wednesday before his mother and I were talking about how he was going to ask me out. That Sunday when I found out he had passed away, I was so crushed...knowing that he was a man of God who would have been a great friend I and now he was gone. Then God laid on my heart, the call to faithfully believe that he would be brought back to life...and god wanted to use me.
On a Tuesday night during a prayer service, God spoke to me these words..."God does miracles."
He told me to speak the words in Kirks ear and to just believe. I had no doubt...just all faith.
I was going to go to his funeral but then I didn't hear anything about it.
On July 1st 2008 I went to his funeral, it was held off for a month because his sister who was also in the car wreck was in a coma. His mom had waited until she was able to go to the funeral.
I went with one purpose and one alone...to say these words "God does miracles." I had no doubt in my mind and no doubt right now that it would have worked.
But I chickened out scared of what people would think. I went and sat down hoping I would have the nerve to get up and say those special words at the end of the service. But god told me that I lost my chance. He told me when to do it and i didn't.
I lost a chance, I cant get back the opportunity. An opportunity that no one else could have been called to either. At the same time I still had and still have full faith that God would have done it.

Don't miss your opportunities...I did and I regretted it for a long time...a year. Then I gave it fully to god learned from it and realized that god is calling us all to have faith to even raise the dead in his name....we shall do greater things than he did...and I am so excited that god has called our generation to do so.
Everyone has these kind of opportunities but we are the future.

WILL WE STAND IN HIS PROMISES AND THE FAITH WE KNOW WE SHOULD HAVE.

Whats ahead...?

I'm not sure of what my call for God is but i have a general idea...ministry. I know, that I know, that I know, that I am supposed to be in full time ministry.
Do you know, that you know, that you know, what your supposed to do....well I want to let you know that it doesnt matter what you do, as long as it is for God.
You dont have to be in ministry, you could be a mom, a doctor, any thing....if your doing it for God.
Around every corner is an opportunity to be a vessel for God, to show people who he is without ever saying a word...like picking up a babies bottle in the mall after they have dropped it and their parents didnt notice...bring food to people who dont have any and loving people.
You might not notice it or think about it this way but people see what you do. When you harshly joke with your friends in the store and the old lady walks by...you just confirmed to her that our generation is lost and going down the drain.
Or when we know the words that are coming out of our mouths aren't what we should be saying...even if that person was rude, we need to forgive.

And I know, what room do I have to say any things...I do them, I know and I am tired of it...I'm not a hypocrite I am human, I am flesh and blood and i have a sin nature that's being fought every day. I slip up, I ask for gods help and I keep going no matter what others might think...

BECAUSE WE ARE IN THE WAY...

The only thing holding god back is us, we are the wall in the way...not wanting to leave our comfort zones.
Well I would like to encourage you to take baby steps and try something a little different and keep on stepping. I know you can do it. Not matter where you've been, the path ahead can leads to greater things. It wont be easy, you will have to work, you will cry, you will fight,and you will WIN. By the power of Christ inside of you, you will WIN.

My grandmother said something to me that I don't ever want to forget...

"I would rather stay home then go to the store and get what I need, the roads are being worked on I would rather not have it then go through the trouble"

Applied-"I would rather stay where I am, if its going to be hard I'm not going, if I have to go through trouble I would rather MISS OUT. I would rather miss out then FIGHT."

I DON'T WANT TO MISS OUT ANY MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!

I want to get hurt and knocked down for God I want people to think of Paul when they see me....who do you want people to see in you...I want Christ to take me over no matter what.
I will fall and I will mess up horribly. I will learn from my mistakes and I will make it through. Even when people think I have ruined something god will see my heart and I will keep going. When I trip I will get back up...will you.

The road is long, hard and promising....knowing that the king of kings is protecting me and providing for me, I will make it, not by my strength or might but by his.

A New Call

Hello everyone, I would like to say that this blog is for young women...who want to be completely set apart for God. There is a call for on a group of young women in this generation that is ignored and this is your chance to chase that call. I am not here to direct your path but I do want to hear what you think, and to stir your thoughts.

So many times this world shows us over and over again how love is and how we should be but what does God have to say.

The love you see in movies will not come your way (I would like to crush your dreams now) but a better one can. Movies are scripted and planned out and 9.99 times out of 10 the movies show how women use their bodies and there sex appeal to get love. That the kiss is so important and that even if Mr. right is a bit of a jerk he is still the one for you.

Why can't a first kiss be saved for the wedding day?

What happened to Gods standards, what happened to his promises? (not saying he doesn't want you to kiss its just a thought).

I don't know about you but god provides the very best for me, God wont hold back, he doesn't depend on what you can do.

There is a standard by-passed that I want to build back up in young woman of our generation. There is a love story for all of us, that is the love story with God.

So many books tell us how we are to depend on God and focus on him but then through in "God's going to send you that guy just be patient."

I don't want to be patient anymore it makes me long, it makes me go off track and think about who god might have for me (that's not bad...lol) But when will we get to the point where we think only of what God wants...then when we get there who knows...our future husband could have been chasing us and it makes it even better to know you were fought for...fight.

What if we forget about the guy god has and just think about god but forget it, who can do that, I haven't yet, but I want to.

I just want to focus on God and be happy totally and completely happy, will you join me...